February 10, 2009

Just venting...

I've had a headache since last night and I hope it goes away soon. If not, I'll have to turn off my office light and lay my head down. Yes, it hurts that bad! It all started when I came home last night from work (I've been up since 5:30ish, and I work 2 jobs!) Well I pull up at home and D and his friend J are big chillen outside at 10:00. No big deal...I go inside, heat up my cold pizza dinner, walk in the living room and they already have the damn xbox turned on. Okay, no big deal. I go in the bedroom and watch the news. After I'm finished eating I realize I have two loads of clothes to fold and I need to wash a load of darks and towels so I start the darks. I then notice the kitchen is a mess so I start cleaning. I even put up the bags from walmart from when they went shopping while I was at work but didn't ask if I needed anything..I need breakfast, lunch, and waters. Then it hits me...D didn't have to work tonight...why the hell am I cleaning up the house and doing all this when he's been home since 5??? I ask him if he'll walk my dog so I can take a shower. He says sure but doesn't budge off the couch and doesn't put the xbox controller down. I stood there for a few more minutes...I give up and walk my dog myself. At this point my head is pounding and I'm so mad I can't even talk to either one of them. They pick up on this when their stupid asses are asking me if I want to watch tv now...no..it's almost 10:30 and I still need to take a shower. Well D asks if he can come take one with me and I told him he could if he really wanted to. He asks what my problem is and I let him know...he had nothing to say back. I get out the shower and I start texting my friend B to try and let off some steam so my pregnant emotional ass doesn't say something stupid to D. After a little while D asks if we're talking about him..no not anymore..can I read the texts he asks....sure if you really want to.... He reads them, gets pouty and gets up..goes lay down. Oh freakin well...if you didn't wanna know then don't ask to read my texts!! I'm not mad anymore this morning...I just still have my headache and I'm still aggrivated. If I have to work 2 jobs and two grown men are at home while I'm not...I shouldn't have to come home and do diddly freakin squat!!! Okay vent over...well for today...gosh I'm hating these emotions more and more every day...I need a xanax!

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